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? Strawberry Macaron - 03:45

A quote from my respected brother that summarises my thoughts perfectly...

"Whenever we feel betrayed by someone, it's because the person didn't fulfill ur expectations. When there's no way that u can't manipulate others to do as u expected, u can change urself.
It's ur expectations that caused u pain, u're frustrated because other didn't get u what u want. So from now get rid of those expectations and once u can do this, u wont feel betrayed by anyone anymore and u wont feel any hatred against the person coz u have gotten rid of the root that caused u pain which are ur expectations, not other people."

It's easier said than done indeed.

? Strawberry Macaron - 03:55

I've been reading blogs everyday for a very long time and I always want to have my own that keeps good memory, moments of my life to look back on. But it's so hard to keep updating it. Always plan to start a new blog and make myself write sth atleast once a week. Well well.. will see how that works out.

Random points:
`It's almost the end of second week of school. Year 3, term 1. Only 3 more terms b4 I graduate! =D

`School has been okay.. 3 very stressful mods (CAT, AA and MIS!!!) and 2 okay ones.

`Mom was here last week and will be here again this Sat. We are gg to stay at the Crown, cuz she'll be here less than 24 hours =(

`Went out with the guys, Pearl and her friend for steak and Bugis Mango dessert. My steak was way too rare and the mango dessert was way too sweet. The only good thing is the company. =) I really hope this friendship will last for a very very long time.

`Holland Village chicken wings and WalaWala tmr night =)=). At first they wanted to drink at home first--> Chicken wings --> WalaWala --> Zouk. Omg... I'd be drunk even before we go to HV.

`Yang Yang comes home today. Miss him loads. Nice to see him, even though he scratched/bite my arms and legs.

`I've been super moody today. Got angry at Ken for small little things every 15 mins and hit him for no reason and feel bad abt it, a little. hahaha.

`Read this from a blog "Just because someone doesnt love you the way you want to, doesnt mean he doesnt love you". So true.

Since the start was so random, I'll just end this entry just like that. haha.

goodnight world.

? Strawberry Macaron - 00:02

oy nor.... pen yang kon hao kue kid pai dai wa..
ka yang wa bor man bor man, hen kon eurn pen la kid wa look to eng c pen num sum bor.

Mom ei, your daughter me kouam kid yu, hu yu wa un dai dee un dai bor dee, un dai c hed hai ka jao wao hai por hai mair ka bor hed dok.

I understand when you told me to "never say never" cus you dont know what's gonna happen. But I ask you to trust me, even if god forbid, I do fall for him some how ( although I really really cannot imagine it happens, just the thought of it makes my hair stands) I will, with all my might, call if off.

Eurn kan e un nan, bak un ni yu, c ma hak kan pen fan kan dai neaw dai. Si vid kon, bor man la korn, bor man wa c ma pien koo kan dai ngai ngai.

Sigh.. bor jak c wa jang dai la. Si hai ma sao lom kup moo pu 1 yon other people messed things up man ka bor fair man bor la? We were sad, we grieve, we moved on. That's it. Full stop.

Life is too short to waste time thinking about people who hurt you, too short to let them affect how you live. Dad is right. and for once, ken is right. lol.

? Strawberry Macaron - 23:41

? Strawberry Macaron - 21:20

Me: Mom, there's a conference in Seoul tin August. Should I go? But then it means I only have 1 week left to go home..

Mom: Go! Why not? There's nothing to do at home and you dont have friends anyway. Go and enjoy yourself.

Me: -_-ll Thanks mom.

I donno why she always think I might be bored at home. To me, just staying home, in the same room at her, talking to her and thinking of what to eat next, that is the most enjoyable thing. Each year, I only have roughly 2 months to do that. I enjoy being home with my mom and if that makes me a very boring person, I do not mind that at all.

? Strawberry Macaron - 22:48

Kon hao ni ka pak nor, barng tuei kid wa leung barng leung hed hai hao sia jai jon bor me yang c hed hai sad pai kua ni dai eek leaw kid wa tor jark ni leung yang kert kuen ka c bor sad pai kua ni eek leaw... La bard jer leung mai ma eek ka sad pai kua kao dai eek tang lai tao...

I wonder to what extend can a person experience pain. Where is the limit? How would you know if this is the worst? Or is it just an endless pit..

Hu leaw wa kon kard sa ti pen neaw dai. Ton sia jai, hao ja hed nai sing tee hao kei kid wa hao ja bor me mue hed, hed yang long pai doi kard sa ti, hed yang ngo ngo doy tee bor kid. Kid ma la ka sang to eng wa pen yang kue ngo tair.. hed pai dai nor... Dad ka dissapointed in me.. he thinks that I am stupid.. tee sia num ta hai kon tee kao bor hen kha..

Pen yang tong pen neaw nee nam wa...

Fang peng ni la khod.. seung.. Jep dai eek, kong Film.

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Maybe, the limit is ton hao tai.

? Strawberry Macaron - 00:26

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